Eyes wide open, staring at my laptop Lying in bed, looking around Thinking what to say Gazing on the ceiling There are a lot of thoughts But I don’t know how to start I typed some words, sentences, and paragraphs But I ended up deleting them all “What to write?” Can anyone help me? “How to start?” It’s frustrating me All I know I want to express myself Singing, scrapbooking, and writing. Singing to share my heart’s language Scrapbooking colorfully makes my heart happy Writing, besides from expressing myself I feel like I am in a different world That's what I love about it Where I can have a voice Louder as I want Thoughts seems to explode I had to say them; I couldn’t sleep I don’t like it anymore sometimes but why I cannot resist “Am I really for writing world?” I always asked To give it a try is not bad at all Here I am, for how many times thinking to deactivate I still end up writing Is this what I want to do? Or just because everyone does this too? The first time I ever felt this I want to write, and I want to pursue this Doubt hinders me from keeping going “NO, your write-ups are non-sense.” “Yes, write to share and express.” Life is short; do what your heart says. Keep going, keep writing, and never stop trying. Until you surely know and say ‘I want to be a writer.’
