In the past few days, I’ve realized something important—I’m starting to feel alive again. I used to be really down and depressed, and I’ve always been open about struggling with low self-esteem. I don’t want people to think I have everything figured out because I really don’t. However, what remains unwavering is that God is the source of strength for my heart. Each day, I face life’s challenges relying solely on His amazing grace. I wholeheartedly acknowledge that without Him, I am nothing.
This year, I embraced a free-spirited mindset, allowing God to use me however and wherever He sees fit. That’s when I decided to stop relying solely on my own understanding and let Him take control of this life journey. From a young age, I was taught about the blessings that come with obedience, and I’ve witnessed and experienced them firsthand. Yet, there are moments when surrendering everything to God isn’t easy. It’s our pride that sometimes holds us back from fully experiencing the life God has intended for us.
Often, we convince ourselves that we can handle everything alone, putting in effort and trying to control every aspect of our lives. It’s draining, isn’t it? The truth is, we can’t manage it all independently. Despite our hard work and determination, achieving success may still leave us feeling unfulfilled and discontented. Why? Because there’s a missing piece in our lives—that’s Him. The joy, love, and peace we seek can only be found in God.
I acknowledge that the past few years have been challenging for me. However, I firmly believe that these experiences are not in vain; they’ve been valuable lessons. I trust that the Lord has reasons for every twist and turn, and I’m open to embracing the changes in my life. I’ve reached a deep understanding that life on Earth is temporary. Ultimately, I will return to my true home. While I’m here, I aspire to align my actions with God’s will.
While I’ve experienced the joy that comes from the Lord, I’ve also witnessed and felt the deep brokenness in many. If only I could take all their pain away. I’m thankful for the compassionate heart He has given me, one that cares and loves deeply. Yet, there are times when I wish not to feel anything. It’s in those moments I realize the Lord is teaching me to establish boundaries. God calls us to love others but also guides us in learning how to set limits. The past years have been a struggle, marked by the challenge of loving and forgiving those who have hurt me and my family. It has also been a year of letting go and understanding that we cannot please everyone. Acknowledging our imperfections, we can still wholeheartedly love and appreciate those who stay beside us.
I’ve made a decision to acknowledge that I’m not perfect. I can make mistakes, and I recognize that I can’t be a flawless mom, wife, daughter, or friend. Accepting my limits, I’ve set my heart on doing what I can and striving to be the best at it.
If you’ve noticed an abundance of my posts lately, I apologize. If it seems overwhelming, and if it becomes too much, feel free to unfollow me.
It’s true, we should live each day as if it were our last. I find joy in sharing my thoughts, joys, and life lessons. Life on earth is short and temporary, so why not live it to the fullest?
With this post, my prayer is that you, too, will feel alive in everything you do. May your days be filled with the peace, love, and joy that come from the Lord. I encourage you to embrace self-love, recognizing the wonderful creation that you are in God’s eyes. Be excited for the great plans God has in store for your life. I pray for hope to fill your heart and that you may discern the areas in your life that require surrendering to fully experience the freedom God intends for you. All it takes is belief in Him and allowing Him to be the driver of your life.
Acts 17:28a “…for in HIM we live and move and have our being,”
Thank you for your time. Have a great day!
